#when they went on their lil date he was just the most romantic gentleman. according to her
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sapphirewolf100 · 4 years ago
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Let go me...
#I’m getting really tired of the fucking negativity that my mom experiences then pushes it onto me#I’ll admit we’re still kinda struggling. it’s only improved a little. NOW. with that in mind... here’s smthn else#she met up w/ this guy that she was interested in a few days ago (yes I was present. I don’t fuck w/ that stranger danger shit)#when they went on their lil date he was just the most romantic gentleman. according to her#now she’s fucking texting me like ‘he’s pissing me off’#like... honest to God what in the ever loving fuck is wrong NOW.#I understand she tries to mingle bc I think there’s a part of her that wants to have an S.O which I totally get! I wanna companion too!#HOWEVER. this shit getting old real quick#it feels like I’m dealing w/ a teenager tbh. but I also understand her approach to things is thru emotion and not logic. complicated#I feel like a fucking asshole for ranting/venting but I’m so tired of the fucking drama#then she had the nerve to say to me (bc were FINALLY supposed to get the rest of our furniture) ‘where are you gonna sleep’#she deadass thought I was gonna just toss the fuckin mattress I sleep on (it’s all I have) out to trash. because...#I’m gonna be getting a new bed. THE FURNITURE DOESNT COME TILL SATURDAY. WHY WOULD I DO THAT NOW.#what am I just gonna sleep on the couch when I don’t need to?? I can move my fucking mattress when the time comes.#but for now I need to sleep on the only form of a ‘bed’ that I have and it’s a mattress on the FLOOR#idfk it just kinda pisses me off bc she doesn’t think things through and doesn’t see the whole picture#as soon as I heard the rest of the furniture was coming I started clearing space in my room so the movers wouldn’t have a hard time-#as to where to put the stuff. but then I got hit w/ the ‘trash comes tmrw. where are you gonna sleep.’ EXCUSE ME?#idk the tone she said it to me in and the slight attitude change is what rly peeved me.#and on top of it I have more fucking dishes to do and the dishwasher still hasn’t been replaced yet bc the landowner isn’t doing anything#we are both clinically depressed and it would be easier on us to have a dishwasher but yknow WHY DO THAT FOR YOUR TENANTS HUH?#like I told a friend yesterday like I may seem to have it all together but rn I really fucking don’t. I’m fucking irritated.#neigh personal things#neigh vents
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